Doctors lie is my point. (And so does Google.) My body is just incredible.

My brain is wired differently, and I have memories of not being able to sleep pre-dating kindergarten. By telling me not to drink, my parents told me the answer to my health problems. I've been drinking whenever I want to since I was 15 years old.

In order to function at a basic level, I need alcohol. I haven't slept or even eaten since March 15th either. I need to send a message to my out-of-network doctor in faraway King County, WA (who is contemplating dropping me as a patient) which explains to him what is wrong, but I need to not be dropped because I need insulin since doctors from my doctor. That's what I need help with, but also how to stay alive like this.

I'm not new to the forum. Para and members have made this forum available to someone just like me. But I need Para's approval before he goes to bed and sleeps.

Warning: I do discuss my male urological problems (one of which is a Federally recognized disability which is not being recognized by "health care" providers except for my out-of-network PCP). I can discuss lots of things. I've got all of the time in my relatively short existence because I will die without alcohol and Xanax. On Sunday (20th) morning, I did take 2 mg of Xanax with 1 1/2 glasses of wine which is why I had to add significant to the title.

Just trust yourself for giving me a CUT Para. I ask because the last discussion that I created got nuked before I could edit it to explain that the blackmailer didn't have my SIGforum or any passwords. Since I recall that you respect Sir David Attenborough, well you'll like me.

Man, what are you talking about?

Regardless of what the doctors tell you six days without sleep or food is not healthy. Despite the pandemic nonsense there are still honest and decent practitioners out there. Eat something and get some rest. I hope you do well.

Not sure exactly what you are talking about Rh, but hope the best for you.

Huh.

I need alcohol and medications to stay alive. I was told that I would die if I suddenly stopped medications and alcohol. No, I didn't die without or food. (I have no appetite.) I'm conducting an experiment on my body where I follow various doctors advice only to find out that they were wrong. I've plenty of wine to stay alive, but I've been told that is wrong. It's what keeps me alive. I can stop the experiment at any time.

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Originally posted by parabellum:
Man, what are you talking about?

You may recall, the last time he was having an episode like this a few years back, he posted a similarly confusing and rambling thread about wanting to hire off duty police officers to protect him from doctors that were trying to kill him:

https://sigforum.com/eve/forum...935/m/9350035534/p/1

Six days of no sleep or food, throw in drugs and alcohol= Your post

I hope you get some help

He mentioned insulin. I fear his insulin is off. Way off.
I’m serious.
Or, he’s still mixing Xanax and alcohol.
Do any members know member rh in real life, and can go check on him?

Rh call EMS and get your blood sugar checked, six days without food or required medication can wreck havoc on your brain.

This cat and I speak the same language. We've talked before. Rh, I'm gonna email you. Be looking for it.

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Originally posted by spunk639:
Regardless of what the doctors tell you six days without sleep or food is not healthy.

I'm pretty much already dead. I just don't want to be found dead with alcohol and drugs in my system. That's not the cause my premature death. I just needed some help in not getting dropped as a patient because I highly respect my current PCP (who got dropped from my insurance). There is no replacing him. He's the only one that I trust. He called me "charity", but I can pay him.

Agree... Call someone for help.

I don't know what to do to help you.

I realize you think you've got your shit together, but hear me. Hear all of us. You're currently an incoherent mess. Call 911 now. DO NOT DELAY. Do it for us.

Rh call EMS and get your self some care, Paramedics still make house calls, and even though most of us have never met you, I’m sure we all agree we don’t want you found dead.

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Originally posted by RogueJSK:

You may recall, the last time he was having an episode like this a few years back.

Ah, Rogue the skeptic. You don't understand where I am at in the rotten State of Washington.

I'm at home now, not stuck in some motel room in Texas for what ended up being 10 months. No one was trying to kill me, but I had what turned out to be ascending cholangitis. No, I didn't ask Para to remove his post. Would you?

You have email. Call me.

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Originally posted by parabellum:
I don't know what to do to help you.

Sleep and dream well Para, I need you happy and alive and well. No one needs me.

Man, what the fuck.

Who's in contact with this member?